lagi METAL...

oke..... berhubung lagi METAL a.k.a mellow total! *pinjem hashtag salah satu station radio Surabaya* ditambah suasana kantor yang eh sangat  mendukung karena bos-bos pada kagak ada! (yipiii!!!) dan juga dapet paket internetan gratis UNLIMITED seminggu ini, soooooo.......

Here We Go!
saya gak kepengen ngomong banyak sih, cuma memang sepertinya saya sedang sungguh sangat labil. emotionally speaking... mood swing berubah2, keinginan dan kelakuan juga.
sering sekali akhir2 ini saya mengubah pikiran saya tentang segala hal yang mulai dari kecil hingga besar, saya ubah dengan a single snap! just like that.....

linglung...itu kata ibu saya.
kamu kenapa sih Wi??, tanya teman2 saya....

seriously, saya hanya bisa berkata: NOTHING. nothing is wrong. hanya fase. fase yang ingin saya lewati. sendiri saya... well... ditemani beberapa lagu yang encouraging sekali...

I stare at my reflection in the mirror:
"Why am I doing this to myself?"
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
The more I try the less it's working, yeah
'Cause everything inside me screams
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like WHOA!
Just go, and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,
With a smile, that's my home!
That's my home, no...

No, no, no, no, no...
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
Yeah yeah yeah

thank you mbak Jessie J!!!
nope! scratch that... billie brown was here.